With Tears, I Still Stand

Here I am standing the watch still but tonight not so much with optimism or pride! I’m fading and fading fast. My heart is hurting, and I really don’t know how much more pain I can take.

This SUCKS!

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My Jar of Patience

My heart hurts… I am enduring the most unexplainable pain. I’m lost on the path and can’t find my way out. I can’t find the path that I should be on, I’ve somehow wandered off and I need directions. The problem is my navigator is lost as well and currently neither of us can find our way back to one another. Despite all of the drama on my watch, I’m still standing my watch with pride. Love will somehow find its way again someday, I’m just not sure when it will happen.

Everyone says “everything will be okay, you just have to have patience.” But what do you do when your jar of patience has run out and you have nowhere to go? I only have ONE navigator and I’ve lost him. I can’t find him, I can’t see him, I can’t talk to him… I need him in my life…but regardless I made a vow to my navigator and that I will keep. My vow to stand with my navigator through thick through thin, through sickness through health, for richer for poorer till death do us part… I WILL CONTINUE TO HONOR THAT VOW – NO MATTER WHAT!

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I'm Stuck and can't figure my out....

Have you ever been in a situation where you feel like you are completely stuck and there is absolutely no way out? That is the way I feel at the moment and I don’t know how to deal with it!

I’m at a loss for the way to deal with the situation at hand! I need my best friend to talk to and to guide me through the roughest moment in my life and currently I can’t chat with that person.

Deployments SUCK! :(

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