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Monday, January 25, 2010

My Jar of Patience


My heart hurts… I am enduring the most unexplainable pain. I’m lost on the path and can’t find my way out. I can’t find the path that I should be on, I’ve somehow wandered off and I need directions. The problem is my navigator is lost as well and currently neither of us can find our way back to one another. Despite all of the drama on my watch, I’m still standing my watch with pride. Love will somehow find its way again someday, I’m just not sure when it will happen.

Everyone says “everything will be okay, you just have to have patience.” But what do you do when your jar of patience has run out and you have nowhere to go? I only have ONE navigator and I’ve lost him. I can’t find him, I can’t see him, I can’t talk to him… I need him in my life…but regardless I made a vow to my navigator and that I will keep. My vow to stand with my navigator through thick through thin, through sickness through health, for richer for poorer till death do us part… I WILL CONTINUE TO HONOR THAT VOW – NO MATTER WHAT!


A
Meems

I'm Stuck and can't figure my out....

Have you ever been in a situation where you feel like you are completely stuck and there is absolutely no way out? That is the way I feel at the moment and I don’t know how to deal with it!


I’m at a loss for the way to deal with the situation at hand! I need my best friend to talk to and to guide me through the roughest moment in my life and currently I can’t chat with that person.


Deployments SUCK! :(


A Meems

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

With Just a Few Everyday Ingredients....


As everyone knows the year 2009 is ending very quickly, which means that most everyone in the world is making some sort of resolution…that they may or may not (most likely the latter) keep. I, however, have decided on a New Year’s Resolution that is very easy and feasible for me to keep and, the best part, it will save me MONEY in the long run! :) I have decided to take my house to a more natural and greener state! Ok, most of you already know that I’m extremely frugal as is…but I will tell you that my kids originally thought I was completely crazy until they got to add flakes to the soap soup, stirred the white powdery substance which has become our new dishwasher detergent, and shake the liquid which later became Meems’ Furniture Polish! Let me just tell you that it has definitely been a creative week within the Zoo Household! So for those of you who wanted to know the recipes for Meems’ Homemade Cleaners... Here you go:

Furniture Polish
4 T Lemon Juice
3 T Water
2 t. Olive Oil
Mix ingredients together and shake well. Discard every other day since olive oil does tend to go rancid. Put mixture in a spray bottle and spray on furniture as normal, wipe off with cotton cloth.
*I made this amount and it just a shade more than enough to put in a travel-size hairspray bottle. I just poured out the rest in the bowl. So not only did I save money, I recycled as well! WOOHOO

Score card:
Amy 1
Commercial Cleaning Products 0
Meems’ Dishwasher Detergent
1 c. Baking Soda or Washing Soda (I used Baking Soda)
1 c. Borax
Mix ingredients together well and place in airtight container! Use approximately 1-2 T per load.
Be sure to add vinegar to your rinse compartment to prevent spots!
*I made this amount and just placed in one of our disposable plastic containers that we got from sandwich meat. So again, I saved money, and I recycled as well!

Woohoo, that makes the scorecard lean in my favor AGAIN!
Score card:
Amy 2
Commercial Cleaning Products 0

Meems’ Laundry Soap
1 c. Arm & Hammer Washing Soda (this is not the same as baking soda)
½ c. Borax
1 bar Fels-Naptha bar soap (I have read that you can also use a regular bar of Ivory Soap, Lever 2000, or any other type of bar soap - but note that whatever type of soap that you use, your laundry will take on that smell)
Approximately 3 gallons water
Container to store this in (I use a five gallon bucket with a lid)
Something to stir with (I used a wooden spoon)
Another pot to boil soapy water in
Something to cut the soap up (I used my box grater)
Put about 4 cups of water into the pan and put it on the stove on high, bring to a boil. While the water is heating up, grate the bar of soap into little bits. When the water starts to boil, slowly add the little soap bits. (Do not add all the soap at one time, as it will just clump.) Stir the ‘soup’ until all soap bits dissolve. The water will eventually take on the color of the soap that you added, just a bit paler. In the end, you will have very warm soap soup. Next, add three gallons of warm tap water to your large container. Then add to your large container 1 cup of washing soda, soap soup, and ½ cup of Borax. Stir until all powder has dissolved. After stirring, you will have a bucket full of vaguely soapy water. Let soap sit for 24 hours with lid on.
After 24 hours you can take the lid off and you should have a ‘colored gel type slime’ (not sure how else to describe it) it may or may not have a little bit of water sitting on top. Just stir it and it is ready to use.
*I have a HE washing machine so I only use ½ cup of soap and put it in the same place as I would my normal commercial laundry soap. However, for regular washing machines you will need to use approximately 1 cup per load.
Again, the score card is leaning toward me as I’ve now quit buying laundry soap (which I’m not sure if you have ever priced laundry soap but a 96 load container of ALL HE brand laundry soap is right at 15 dollars, all of the supplies including the 5 gallon bucket cost us approximately 13 dollars but instead of 96 loads of laundry, I will be able to do approximately 630 loads…yes you read that correctly 630 loads for right at the same price that I normally pay to do 96 loads.)

Therefore, that makes the Score Card look something like this:
Amy 3
Commercial Cleaning Products 0
But wait, I can do one better than that! Not only have I QUIT buying commercial laundry soap, I NO LONGER am buying commercial fabric softener either…why, you ask? Because if you put just ½ cup of vinegar in the same place you would normally put commercial fabric softener, your clothes will come out just a soft. But ooooh, the smell you say - don’t fret, once your clothes dry they will not have the smell of vinegar on them, but if you really want to have that ‘frou-frou’ smell…then take an old clean t-shirt cut into strips about the size of a normal dryer sheet, put 5-6 drops of essential oil on it and throw it in the dryer with your clothes…your clothes will then take on the smell of the essential oil! :)

Ok so that makes the score card look like this:
Amy 4
Commercial Cleaning Products 0
Saving me…(calculating) Wow, a BUNCH of money!
Ok, I’ve now gotten really long winded and I think well maybe I should cut some of this blog post out, but nope, it’s okay…everyone that really wants to know the outcome of what is really up my sleeve will read this blog and I will in turn help someone else save money, so it stays!

GOOD LUCK and be sure to post your comments and let me know how all this works out for you.
Until next time when I’m back with more FRUGAL tips-
Meems

Monday, December 14, 2009

Bah, Humbug!

I am so over life... at the moment! I'm tired of my heart being played with, my head being fed full of crap, not having any money, and not getting a response when I ask a question, but hey - it appears to be the story of my life. The hustle and bustle of life is just so overwhelming. There's constantly something going on and I'm TIRED! On a better note, even though I haven't got a darn penny to my name, I'm still a little in the spirit! My house is all festive and the projects are falling off my list slowly one by one! Finished another one last night and I'm headed to work on some more in just a few minutes! I've had to dig and search in my creative box in my brain but hey, it's worked!

Life has been full of things recentlysuch as shopping with the parental, baking with Sunshine & Peanut, crafting at my desk, working on presents for him, her, and them, and even wrapping for the parental as well! I've tried to make the best of it. However, I will say thismy Christmas is totally incomplete without my Bestie! Every year, for the last 5 years, we have ALWAYS spent the holidays together! We normally spend at least one whole day in our "matching jammies", drinking coffee and spending our day in the kitchen! Then we normally spend the next day packaging all of what we have just created in the kitchen into various boxes, bags, and baskets for her family! :) There aren't near enough words in the English language (or any other language for that matter) to express how much I miss her and how lost I feel without her by my side! So Bestie - this is for you

During this holiday season, with every cup of coffee you drink, with every little piece of candy you create, and with every cookie you bake - think of me and know that I am right there with you in your heart! My spirit surrounds you and every time the wind blows, it's me telling you I love you and miss you and giving you a huge BESTIE hug! Keep the spirit alive, for we cannot think of being away from one another but remember all the times we've shared together! I love you Bestie!

Until next time and trying to keep the spirit alive,

-Meems

Sunday, November 22, 2009

It’s Beginning to Look A Lot Like Christmas....

    Well at least it is here at my house! :) The Christmas Tree is decorated and the lights have been turned on. I've wrapped a few of the pictures on the wall, decorated the lamp shades, made a ton of window clings, and I'm nowhere close to being done with my decorating this year! But it's been so fun and for it to be such a "frugal" year, it has turned out soooo cute! I will continue to chug along with the decorating as it's a lengthy process but as soon as I can I will post some pictures! :) Here's hoping everyone has a very happy Holiday Season!!!!


 

Till later

-Meems

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

A Time of Hardship…

Enduring a time of hardship is one of the hardest things people dobut it's even worse when your own family doesn't care. Things aren't going so well in my neck of the woods. Mr lost his job due to company cut backs and unfortunately hasn't been able to find a new one. When I very first moved back to the home state, my mother told me not to worry about anything she would make sure that we had a stable place to live and now all of a sudden when I need her most, yet again I'm left to fall on my face! I understand that I'm a huge failure in life and haven't done things as everyone would have liked but ya know, geez. Isn't that what family is for? Aren't your parents supposed to be there to pick you up, to keep you from falling in the first place, to catch you when you do? I don't understand! I give upas I'm truly to that point in my life.


 

Till later

Meems

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Why Do I Try So Hard??

    Why do I try so hard to achieve my goals in life? It seems the harder I try, the harder I fall. No matter what I do, it seems that my heart gets yanked out of my chest and stomped on, only to be put back in and for people to tell me to just MOVE ON! The one thing in life that I want the most seems so unachievable at the moment. It was so close, things were starting to look up, the light at the end of the tunnel had been turned back on and it literally was in the palm of my hand and now it's gone! This is ever so heartbreaking to me as it's something I've wanted for a very long time.

    What's even worse is that it's all beginning to feel like a HUGE game is being played! One minute everything is great and then the next my heart is being ripped out! Then I get told that I'll never be let go, whether by the side or in the heart! But in the heart just isn't enough for me. I long for so much more, I need morethe more time goes on, the deeper the feeling gets! Why? Is it because I try so hard and I get too attached to something that I should've never gotten attached to in the first place? It's such a right kind of wrong! Why does it feel like this? Why am I holding on? For what? Will it ever be MINE?

    There's times when I just wish everything would go away and I could go back to being 5 againwhen I didn't have a care in the world! When all I was worried about was getting up and going to school and had absolutely no stress! I so wish I could type out how I feel but it, unfortunately; has to stay HIDDEN for a little longer :( To top it all off, I watch as my K-Boo goes through all of the boy drama in her life and I just wish for once she would listen to me and know that all of this just isn't worth it at the age of 17! I want her to not make some of the same mistakes I've made in my life; that boys just aren't worth all the drama that they carry along beside them! Will she ever learn? I hate to watch her go through the same crap I have to go through or had to go through! Won't she please just listen to me!

    I know that I've done some pretty screwed up things in my life and I am definitely not PERFECT, but can't everyone just forgive and forget and move on? Can we just let bygones be bygones? I have tried to better myself and what do I get? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! :( Well thanks for listening to me ventand spill my guts out about my life as I shed many tears again today! Here's hoping and having faith that things will work out for the best in the end!


 

Till next time-

Meems


 

PS: Crochet Update: progress is going well on the crochet projects! :) Gingerbread House is in the works and will start working on the Christmas Countdown ASAP! Only downfall have to learn that once I start a project I should really not put it on a hiatus status! LOL